Thursday, January 24, 2008
Right now i'm so damn fustrated with myself. What coach said, well it keeps bugging me. I know there's truth in it. It's obvious even to me. But him having to say it, just confirms everything. It feels terrible. I'm not even sure of myself anymore and i'm afraid that i won't be able to do as well as what is expected of me. But i'll try harder because i need to prove it wrong.
People keep surprising me. And in a good way. With the littlest gestures i'm already feeling like the luckiest person ever. To see their concern when i'm totally bummed, well.. it really means alot.
;11:29 PM